Just because you can’t appreciate me does not mean no one ever will. I am clingy, passionate, and love far too hard but there is nothing wrong with that.

I am the girl who falls completely head over heels in love faster than I should. I am the girl who is all over her man and showers him with gifts. I show more affection than most people are used to and for some reason, people usually don’t like it.

I don’t understand why wanting to be around my boyfriend is such a problem. Why is it that there is such a thing as ‘too affectionate’? I have been broken up with more times than I can count because I was too much for them.

I have also had to break up with guys because they thought I would always be there no matter what they did to ruin things. They wanted me to shower them with love all the while playing hide and seek in another girl’s home. I am a person and just because I love showing you affection does not mean I am ‘whipped.’ I will not tolerate your bullshit.

I guess to an extent I can understand how being a little too affectionate could be a problem. Some personalities just can’t mesh and that is fine. I have been told by friends and family that coming on too strong can scare away good men but does that really matter? Whether they are good men or not if I scare them off they aren’t meant for me.

My day will come. I am not sorry for being who I am. Sure, I am easy to get but I am hard to keep. I am still a chase if you are chasing me in the right way. You should know that by now.

I know my worth and have more than enough to bring to the table when it comes to my relationships. I look for something special in all my potential boyfriends. Just because I am kind and loving does not mean I am weak and vulnerable. I am not desperate.

I am direct with my intentions and do not play games. I am not sorry for being straightforward and putting everything out on the table before we get started. I don’t have time for random hookups or flings. I go into my relationships with the hopes that they will last forever.

I don’t do temporary and I don’t do maybes. Loving too hard is not a bad thing. It gets me out of a lot of shitty situations and potentially terrible relationships. There is someone out there for me. Someone who will appreciate all that I do and treat me the way that I treat them.

I am never going to apologize for feeling the things I feel or being the way that I am. If you want someone cold who has never known passion and probably never will I am not the girl for you. I will keep you on your toes and make sure you never go to bed without having some fun first. I will spoil you and love you for as long as you will let me.

I have had tons of men from my past try to weasel their way back into my life, they tell me how badly they fucked up and that they miss me but I don’t hear any of it. Those men had their chance and blew it. I am not a toy to be thrown around and only played with when it is convenient for you. I am a person, a wonderful, caring person who deserves someone who gives their all to me.

I am not sorry for loving too hard. I am not sorry for being myself and I damn sure am not going to stop. If you can’t handle me then you do not deserve me.

 

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